* 5 min friday - TIME *

 

Now, the time has come, we are apart. And it's breaking my heart. Yet I knew this day was about to come for some time now, and I am happy you said it now. Time will heal wounds they say. I guess I have all the time of the world now to figure out if that is true or not. Time will pass anyway. Saying goodbyes is not something I am very good at. In fact I have been holding on to you to us for far too long because I couldn't say goodbye. Memories are also now part of the time. Our time together. I will cherish them, there are good memories. There are bad memories There are memories of those in between. It's life, we both have to move on. Nothing lasts forever it seems nowadaysk or at least that's the way it feels to me. And that is making me really sad.

* First *

 

The first tulips of this year. Hope there will be many more. It's not the first photo's I am taking this year, but I am hoping that when I keep taking photo's I will come to enjoy it more like I did before I came ill. It's the end of the first week of the first month of 2016 and it's been a very bad week. My body is failing me and I don't know how to turn it around. But the first thing I need to do is start believing, really truly believing that all will be good again. Have faith. Becoming sick didn't happen over night so healing will take time as well.
Trust
Believe
Keeping going
Fighting
It's been the first migraine of this year. Working hard so that it's the last one.
By dringing ginger tea
start taking magnesium tablets 1 week before the period starts
Relaxing trying to minimize stress as much as possible
trying to sleep well
First... also means new beginnings...

* Letting go in 2016 *

 

I was inspired a lot by a recent posting of Marc and Angel it really spoke to me and I want the new year to be the start I need to live a life less complicated and stressed and worried. So I decided to make something solid to help me remind whenever I need it.

The size is ok to print out for those who want :)

 

Sources: Creative Market, miumi-u-stock,

beorange, photo by me 

* Happy 2016 * One Little Word 2016 *

Happy New Year!

 

It has been very very long time ago since I last blogged. And every year, at the end of the year, I think I will do it more regulairy the new year. So I also did this year :) We will see how it goes.

 

 

I found the word Lovingly as my One little word for 2016.

The story behind my word; last year was a big struggle with being in depression and burn out of which I am still recovering. Depression was getting me more and more tighter in it's hold until I didn't know any better than feeling like I did. Now I have the choice to keep in this pattern or keep fighting hard and harder against it. Do I want to stay bitter or do I let love again in my hard. I want to be more lovingly. Towards people. Which I haven't been the kindest and nicest of most fun person to be around the last year. But also more lovingly towards myself. Respect who I am, what I stand for. Love myself as I am while I work hard to get better and work hard to improve myself. So I was thinking on lovingly thinking, behavior and such and than it struck me as I read Ali's blog that this was my Little word. (I had totally forgotten about it before)

 

Cheers to the new year!!

* Healthy food *

My entry for this weeks Texture Tuesday over at Kim Klassen.

Did a shoot today with food and later it turned in my evening meal :) Tasted good. Lots of vegatables.

I edited it in Elements and added carol and subtlyyours to the image at soft light and masked some out on the plate.

* floral love *

Took a walk today, sun was shining bright, so I took my camera along. Too bad it was very windy so most of the shots of flowers went down hill. But this one's pretty :)

I used Isobel, texture from Kim Klassen.

Enjoy your Easter Holiday.

* 14 for 2014 *

My plans and goals for this year

A "little" late but I need to work on my blogging schedule :). My goals and plans for this year around.

1. Learning to use Illustrator and create
2. Getting to know Photoshop better and create
3. Improving my photographic skills and create
4. At least once a month writing a piece for 5 min friday and create
5. At least once a month making a shot and work on it in PS for Texture Tuesday and create
6. Making 52 lists for this year
7. Doing my excersises for my health 3 times a week. This is a must.
8. Eating more healthy foods than junkfood, so cutting back in fat and sugar
9. Creating a happy and balanced life
10. Relaxing and working on reducing my stress levels
11. Work is important but not so impartant that it can ruin my health or my happiness. This is a must!
12. No more worrying. Set 15 minutes a day to worry on something and than stop
13. Finding something good in everyday
14. Working on being a happy healthy person who enjoys life and all it brings :)